【 】【 】【 】【 】【井】【底】【下】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【那】【是】【她】【婆】【家】【来】【的】【一】【帮】【子】【蛮】【汉】【】【要】【抢】【田】【芳】【回】【去】【拜】【堂】【—】【—】【结】【婚】【！】【”】【一】【个】【女】【同】【学】【代】【替】【她】【说】【，】【“】【甭】【问】【了】【】【让】【田】【芳】【又】【难】【过】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【告】【别】【了】【田】【芳】【的】【父】【母】【】【我】【们】【三】【人】【重】【新】【返】【回】【来】【。】【太】【阳】【升】【起】【在】【冬】【日】【灰】【蓝】【的】【天】【际】【】【寒】【气】【消】【散】【了】【，】【道】【路】【上】【开】【始】【松】【冻】【】【泥】【泞】【布】【满】【乡】【间】【大】【道】【。】【我】【们】【三】【人】【回】【味】【着】【刚】【才】【和】【田】【芳】【父】【亲】【的】【有】【趣】【的】【谈】【话】【】【说】【着】【笑】【着】【，】【走】【到】【漫】【坡】【顶】【上】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【蓝】【袍】【先】【生】【惑】【惶】【 】【 】【 】【 】

【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【去】【买】【煤】【，】【买】【了】【煤】【就】【亲】【自】【拉】【回】【来】【】【絕】【不】【让】【从】【生】【产】【队】【里】【雇】【来】【的】【校】【工】【小】【朱】【干】【这】【些】【。】【我】【瑺】【常】【抢】【在】【小】【朱】【前】【一】【步】【打】【了】【铃】【】【打】【罢】【又】【向】【小】【朱】【道】【歉】【，】【全】【是】【我】【过】【去】【打】【铃】【打】【下】【习】【惯】【了】【】【尽】【管】【如】【此】【，】【峩】【觉】【得】【十】【分】【满】【意】【】【我】【虽】【不】【代】【课】【，】【却】【是】【事】【务】【员】【】【倳】【务】【员】【也】【是】【教】【职】【工】【，】【和】【教】【师】【一】【般】【对】【待】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【从】【他】【的】【背】【后】【拉】【过】【一】【只】【左】【手】【，】【抽】【了】【一】【板】【子】【】【傻】【子】【当】【下】【就】【弯】【下】【腰】【去】【，】【用】【右】【手】【护】【住】【左】【手】【嚎】【啕】【起】【来】【：】【“】【马】【娃】【子】【】【×】【你】【妈】【！】【你】【教】【我】【把】【人】【家】【叫】【‘】【蓝】【袍】【先】【生】【’】【，】【让】【我】【挨】【打】【…】【…】【 】【呜】【呜】【呜】【呜】【呜】【…】【…】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【有】【卖】【现】【成】【的】【吗】【？】【”】【我】【受】【到】【鼓】【舞】【】【尤】【其】【她】【说】【我】【身】【段】【好】【，】【肯】【定】【在】【她】【看】【来】【】【我】【的】【身】【材】【長】【得】【并】【不】【难】【看】【，】【“】【山】【门】【镇】【上】【能】【买】【到】【不】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【吃】【罢】【饭】【，】【她】【率】【先】【走】【出】【去】【】【我】【在】【后】【面】【跟】【著】【。】【走】【到】【县】【百】【货】【公】【司】【跟】【前】【】【她】【走】【进】【去】【了】【，】【站】【在】【櫃】【台】【前】【】【对】【售】【货】【员】【说】【：】【“】【取】【一】【双】【雨】【鞋】【。】【”】【她】【试】【試】【大】【小】【】【然】【后】【对】【我】【说】【：】【“】【开】【钱】【！】【”】【 】【我】【连】【忙】【给】【售】【货】【员】【开】【了】【钱】【，】【心】【里】【不】【由】【地】【又】【酸】【酸】【地】【像】【潮】【起】【醋】【了】【】【这】【是】【我】【跟】【她】【结】【婚】【以】【来】【第】【一】【次】【亲】【手】【给】【她】【买】【东】【西】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【去】【上】【课】【】【突】【然】【觉】【得】【我】【不】【会】【说】【话】【了】【。】【我】【的】【脑】【子】【里】【的】【语】【言】【仓】【库】【全】【部】【关】【闭】【了】【】【一】【个】【词】【儿】【也】【拿】【不】【出】【来】【，】【而】【且】【十】【分】【紧】【张】【】【尽】【管】【我】【带】【的】【是】【地】【理】【课】【，】【也】【不】【敢】【讲】【】【急】【得】【头】【上】【冒】【汗】【，】【只】【会】【照】【课】【本】【往】【下】【念】【】【学】【生】【已】【经】【乱】【得】【像】【一】【窝】【雀】【儿】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【去】【上】【课】【】【突】【然】【觉】【得】【我】【不】【会】【说】【话】【了】【。】【我】【的】【脑】【子】【里】【的】【语】【言】【仓】【库】【全】【部】【关】【闭】【了】【】【一】【个】【词】【儿】【也】【拿】【不】【出】【来】【，】【而】【且】【十】【分】【紧】【张】【】【尽】【管】【我】【带】【的】【是】【地】【理】【课】【，】【也】【不】【敢】【讲】【】【急】【得】【头】【上】【冒】【汗】【，】【只】【会】【照】【课】【本】【往】【下】【念】【】【学】【生】【已】【经】【乱】【得】【像】【一】【窝】【雀】【儿】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【妇】【女】【在】【最】【底】【层】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【不】【看】【她】【】【在】【自】【己】【的】【座】【位】【上】【坐】【下】【了】【。】【从】【书】【袋】【里】【取】【出】【学】【习】【用】【具】【】【放】【在】【桌】【子】【抽】【斗】【里】【。】【这】【时】【】【我】【的】【头】【皮】【一】【凉】【，】【礼】【帽】【被】【谁】【摘】【掉】【了】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【自】【己】【一】【会】【儿】【再】【洗】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【主】【持】【者】【向】【大】【家】【宣】【布】【了】【一】【个】【数】【字】【：】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【还】【叫】【我】【先】【生】【】【这】【是】【结】【婚】【以】【后】【她】【对】【我】【的】【称】【呼】【，】【而】【今】【我】【不】【是】【先】【生】【】【是】【师】【范】【学】【校】【的】【学】【生】【了】【，】【她】【还】【那】【么】【叫】【】【听】【来】【已】【经】【恍】【若】【隔】【世】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【屋】【子】【里】【很】【静】【】【父】【母】【亲】【不】【知】【做】【啥】【去】【了】【，】【屋】【里】【没】【人】【】【我】【一】【个】【人】【坐】【在】【屋】【子】【里】【，】【开】【始】【抱】【怨】【父】【亲】【】【如】【果】【当】【初】【不】【是】【他】【用】【剃】【头】【刀】【威】【胁】【，】【何】【至】【于】【此】【！】【这】【个】【张】【淑】【娥】【】【过】【去】【像】【个】【绵】【软】【的】【蛾】【子】【，】【总】【是】【怯】【怯】【地】【看】【我】【】【从】【来】【也】【没】【有】【高】【声】【说】【过】【一】【句】【气】【话】【，】【开】【口】【总】【是】【叫】【我】【“】【先】【生】【”】【】【像】【旧】【戏】【里】【的】【侍】【女】【一】【样】【低】【声】【下】【气】【地】【服】【侍】【我】【。】【现】【在】【】【她】【变】【成】【一】【只】【凶】【恶】【的】【黑】【蛾】【了】【！】【扑】【拉】【着】【翅】【膀】【，】【大】【喊】【大】【叫】【着】【要】【和】【我】【离】【婚】【】【从】【门】【口】【沿】【着】【街】【巷】【喊】【过】【去】【了】【！】【我】【想】【，】【这】【下】【子】【】【杨】【徐】【村】【人】【都】【知】【道】【我】【们】【的】【家】【丑】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【牛】【王】【砭】【小】【学】【座】【落】【在】【一】【道】【砭】【坡】【下】【】【门】【前】【是】【一】【条】【小】【河】【，】【砭】【坡】【上】【排】【列】【着】【大】【大】【小】【小】【几】【十】【个】【村】【庄】【】【缓】【坡】【上】【是】【纵】【横】【摆】【列】【着】【的】【极】【不】【规】【则】【的】【田】【地】【。】【陡】【坡】【上】【生】【长】【着】【一】【岁】【一】【枯】【荣】【的】【杂】【草】【酸】【枣】【棵】【子】【】【那】【些】【随】【处】【可】【见】【的】【红】【石】【子】【堆】【砌】【的】【卯】【坎】【，】【一】【年】【四】【季】【都】【裸】【露】【着】【干】【燥】【的】【红】【色】【】【令】【人】【看】【了】【难】【受】【。】【村】【庄】【周】【围】【那】【些】【低】【洼】【的】【土】【层】【厚】【而】【水】【分】【足】【的】【地】【方】【】【一】【团】【团】【桃】【杏】【的】【花】【云】【，】【象】【征】【着】【这】【贫】【瘠】【砭】【坡】【地】【带】【四】【季】【中】【最】【轻】【松】【活】【泼】【的】【季】【节】【】【冬】【天】【里】【有】【大】【雪】【降】【落】【的】【日】【子】【，】【这】【贬】【坡】【也】【会】【呈】【现】【出】【刚】【柔】【互】【济】【的】【气】【魄】【】【顶】【入】【不】【得】【眼】【的】【是】【夏】【末】【秋】【初】【，】【一】【场】【旷】【日】【持】【久】【的】【干】【旱】【】【把】【坡】【地】【上】【的】【草】【木】【渴】【死】【了】【，】【干】【枯】【了】【】【树】【木】【早】【早】【落】【了】【叶】【子】【，】【玉】【米】【苗】【儿】【尚】【未】【抽】【出】【缨】【花】【来】【】【就】【拔】【掉】【喂】【牛】【了】【。】【整】【个】【山】【坡】【上】【】【像】【火】【烧】【火】【燎】【过】【一】【样】【，】【看】【去】【使】【人】【难】【受】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【黑】【暗】【里】【，】【峩】【跟】【他】【走】【过】【陌】【生】【的】【村】【巷】【】【进】【入】【一】【个】【小】【小】【的】【独】【间】【住】【屋】【，】【只】【有】【他】【的】【母】【亲】【在】【坐】【】【我】【刚】【一】【落】【座】【，】【老】【人】【偠】【我】【把】【腿】【伸】【出】【来】【】【在】【一】【只】【粗】【碗】【里】【倒】【下】【白】【酒】【，】【用】【吙】【点】【燃】【】【敏】【捷】【地】【在】【碗】【里】【蘸】【上】【燃】【烧】【着】【的】【酒】【液】【，】【在】【峩】【的】【伤】【口】【上】【擦】【洗】【】【她】【的】【指】【头】【上】【带】【着】【蓝】【色】【的】【火】【苗】【，】【一】【下】【子】【捂】【到】【我】【的】【挨】【过】【砖】【头】【的】【青】【疤】【上】【】【灼】【烫】【得】【峩】【龇】【牙】【咧】【嘴】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【唉】【】【三】【位】【同】【事】【…】【…】【”】【怹】【摆】【摆】【头】【，】【一】【脸】【诚】【恳】【的】【又】【是】【慌】【愧】【的】【神】【色】【】【“】【解】【放】【了】【，】【已】【往】【的】【礼】【性】【全】【部】【不】【合】【时】【了】【吗】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【可】【不】【是】【妇】【女】【！】【”】【我】【分】【辩】【说】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【可】【不】【是】【妇】【女】【！】【”】【我】【分】【辩】【说】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【班】【主】【任】【王】【先】【生】【领】【我】【走】【进】【插】【着】【“】【速】【成】【二】【班】【”】【的】【木】【牌】【的】【教】【室】【的】【时】【候】【，】【整】【个】【教】【室】【里】【腾】【起】【一】【阵】【笑】【声】【】【笑】【的】【声】【浪】【几】【乎】【把】【我】【掀】【倒】【了】【。】【我】【立】【即】【低】【下】【头】【】【这】【个】【见】【面】【礼】【太】【令】【人】【难】【堪】【了】【。】【班】【主】【任】【挥】【挥】【手】【】【缓】【声】【和】【悦】【地】【劝】【止】【大】【家】【，】【不】【要】【笑】【】【然】【后】【简】【要】【地】【向】【大】【家】【介】【绍】【我】【的】【名】【字】【，】【年】【龄】【】【希】【望】【大】【家】【和】【我】【互】【相】【帮】【助】【，】【搞】【好】【学】【习】【】【我】【低】【着】【头】【，】【对】【班】【主】【任】【也】【不】【满】【了】【】【面】【对】【一】【个】【生】【人】【，】【这】【些】【人】【这】【样】【狂】【笑】【乱】【说】【】【太】【没】【礼】【仪】【了】【呀】【！】【你】【作】【先】【生】【的】【不】【予】【严】【厉】【训】【导】【，】【只】【是】【淡】【淡】【地】【劝】【止】【】【像】【什】【么】【话】【？】【在】【你】【介】【绍】【的】【时】【候】【】【教】【室】【四】【处】【仍】【在】【嘀】【嘀】【咕】【咕】【议】【论】【，】【这】【像】【什】【么】【话】【】【什】【么】【教】【学】【秩】【序】【？】【太】【松】【懈】【了】【！】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【唉】【呀】【！】【”】【田】【芳】【的】【父】【亲】【颓】【然】【坐】【在】【门】【槛】【上】【】【双】【手】【抱】【住】【头】【叹】【息】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【头】【不】【疼】【了】【吧】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【知】【道】【，】【这】【个】【时】【候】【】【社】【会】【上】【已】【掀】【起】【一】【个】【“】【向】【党】【交】【红】【心】【”】【的】【运】【动】【，】【学】【校】【里】【早】【已】【刷】【上】【大】【红】【标】【语】【了】【】【教】【师】【们】【每】【天】【下】【午】【开】【会】【，】【向】【党】【交】【心】【】【我】【没】【有】【资】【格】【参】【加】【会】【议】【，】【只】【昰】【埋】【头】【杂】【务】【】【刘】【建】【国】【校】【长】【让】【我】【向】【党】【交】【心】【，】【我】【终】【於】【有】【了】【一】【个】【向】【全】【体】【教】【师】【剖】【白】【自】【己】【的】【机】【会】【】【我】【一】【夜】【没】【有】【睡】【好】【觉】【，】【把】【那】【个】【发】【言】【稿】【看】【了】【一】【遍】【又】【一】【遍】【】【我】【一】【定】【要】【把】【自】【己】【的】【错】【误】【思】【想】【深】【刻】【地】【自】【我】【批】【判】【，】【争】【取】【早】【日】【拿】【起】【象】【征】【着】【人】【的】【标】【志】【的】【教】【案】【本】【来】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【第】【二】【天】【，】【我】【就】【离】【开】【了】【】【而】【且】【心】【情】【是】【那】【樣】【急】【切】【，】【渴】【求】【立】【即】【回】【到】【那】【个】【温】【暖】【的】【集】【体】【之】【中】【去】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【小】【和】【尚】【们】【，】【去】【和】【‘】【魔】【鬼】【’】【拥】【抱】【哇】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【的】【心】【在】【颤】【抖】【】【头】【上】【冒】【出】【汗】【来】【，】【这】【些】【司】【空】【听】【惯】【的】【批】【判】【语】【言】【】【今】【天】【由】【她】【对】【面】【说】【出】【来】【，】【我】【痛】【苦】【极】【了】【】【惭】【愧】【极】【了】【！】【周】【围】【已】【经】【围】【了】【许】【多】【教】【师】【，】【凡】【是】【闻】【听】【到】【消】【息】【的】【人】【】【都】【来】【看】【热】【闹】【了】【。】【我】【不】【知】【道】【校】【长】【刘】【建】【国】【在】【不】【在】【场】【】【我】【没】【有】【抬】【头】【的】【勇】【气】【。】【